A blog, better than a diary. Recent events in my life has promted me to start this blog. TO be 34 and to feel that you life has reached a wall is pretty pathetic. I guess I am going to write about my search for the perfect woman. THe looks are starting to go so better hurry.Why is so hard to find some one "real" . I seem to attract all the wrong types of women. My friends call it the broken women syndrome. I only fall for women who need to be rescued from some thing, usually from themselves. I had put the Idea of marriage out of mind and decided to slowly head toward being a renuciate, In Indian terms a sanyasi. Then I was reminded by some it somthing that happen and not something you do.I better get married or I am really going to end up trouble or with some crazy characters. During my recent visit to India I had forgotten , with out being cocky, I am a pretty attractive guy. Attractive in a sense the type mothers tell thier daughters to stay away from.